Sunday, October 24, 2004
Self Analysis Report!!!
Every once in a while, say three or four weeks, I need to perform a self analysis of myself, my mood and my performance to see how is it going on, and/or anything needs to be done in any part of the life to improve it overally.
It's been for some time that I am having this background mood going on. Most of the time I am both mentally and physically exhausted. I am always lacking some sleep. After some years I've used to this sleep problem, but the thesis is on my nerves and draws all my energy away.
Also I am again confused, about many things, about what to do, and why is it going this way ... The life has reached another major decision point which I feel the sensetivity of it.
Another problem, which is somehow the biggest of all, since it prevents me to focus and solve the other issues, is this internal fight!! Again, after a good relaxed (yet uninteresting time) I have gone into some kind of self sencor, and have to waste a lot of energy to control and guide my senses. My mind and my feelings has started to negate each other again ... unhealty situation ... but what can I do ... feelings are my main power engine, if they are unrest, then the whole system is unrest ...
Common Signs: Increase in Day-dreaming, Self-blaming, and Tiredness ...
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